February 2011
Does everyone feel like this? Or is it just me..
There isn’t much to say. I wish there was. I wonder what’s wrong with me, it’s like I can never be really happy. I need to sleep. But I’m not tired. And I’ll probably end up waking up at 3 and start wandering around my house again. Hopefully it rains.
Dejame en paz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ummm when did this become the family bonding time, because I don’t want it. Soooo GO AWAY!
(You don’t know me) You don’t know me at all (You don’t know me) You don’t know me If I’m the person that you think I am (Ah ah ahh) Clueless chump you seem to think I am (Ah ah ahhh) So easily led astray, An errant dog who occasionally escapes and needs a shorter leash,...
January 2011
“How lucky I am to have known someone who was so hard to say goodbye to”...”
– http://www.indianchild.com/my_friend.htm
UGH!
Why does the one weekend I want to last the longest goes by the fastest. I miss yesterday. I wish life had a reset button, well nevermind. If it did I would screw up sooooo much stuff. But I do wish I could relive yesterday. ON the brightside. Katherine’s and Brooke’s birthday is only….nevermind its like a month away. UGH!!!!! And there’s Valentine’s Day. Ick the name...
“A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotations/dreams/
*sigh*
Things are so foggy right now. I don’t know where I’m going or even where I want to be. I usually have a hold on these things, but not now. Its like a missing connection like I’m not in tune with everything. Almost like waking up from a dream and then trying to remember it, you see some of it but the majority isn’t clear. i know something’s going to happen though....
“We’re never so vulnerable than when we trust someone - but paradoxically,...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotations/trust/
Trust
I was thinking about that today, while I was hanging out with my friend Alison. I once heard a quote that said “Its easy to love, trusting the hard part”. Well I think iheard it…maybe I made it up…. But what is trust? Accordign to dictionary.com there are like 6 meanings but I think these 3 are the best:
1. reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a...
Goodnight Goodnight by Maroon 5
sorry random i now, but when this song came on my pandora radio I started to cry. Idk why. But I now feel like it needs its own post
“I cannot forget my mother,
She is my bridge.
~ Renita Weems”
– http://www.love-quotes-and-quotations.com/motheranddaughterrelationshipquotes.html
Today wasss ALOT better after yesterday’s melt down. Sometimes I swear I could be crazy. Like I need a straightjacket crazy. Maybe I need counseling. But I think i really good friend can be more helpful than any doctor. So thanks (you know who you are). Anywayz today was interesting. Its kinda surprising how comfortable I am at HHS now. There are someday though that I kinda wonder why...
“Whatever with the past has gone, The best is always yet to come.
~Lucy Larcom”
– http://birthdaymessages.com/happy/quotes1.htm
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
Happy Birthday Matt! Yeah I know I said this like a hundred times before, but it is the first birthday of your’s that we’re actually best friends. So happy birthday and enjoy it! You are truly my best friend. And I mean that in the true sense of the word. I think you’re like my only friend that actually cares about me. Whether I’m okay or not. And doesn’t just expect...
“Now this is not the end. It is not even the beginning of the end. But it is,...”
– http://www.brainyquote.com/quotes/keywords/end.html
Its Official
Wellll they’re getting a divorce, Its a official. Woke up to my mom crying on the phone. And then she told me that he was never coming back into this house. I don’t know where that leaves us. But I’m not worried. In fact I’m stranglely okay with it. I just my mom’s alright. my Dad can go screw himself, but he probly has people for that. In fact according to the...
But I don't
Like you
I wish I could care less
“Music is what life sounds like. ~Eric Olson”
– http://www.quotegarden.com/music.html
Music
One of my favorite things in the world is music. I think I love it more than love itself. If I had to choose between never being in love and never listening to music. I would choose the love one automatically. I think its because music could never hurt you like love. Music is complete bliss. A euphoric high. The medicine to life. Its universal. And it will always be. There is nothing compared to...
“A cheerful friend is like asunny day spreading brightness all around.”...”
– http://www.friendship.com.au/quotes/quopro.html
I just had a mini heart attack! I thought i lost my paper on the European Union! 2 pages about a goverment I’m not involved in. Can you say “waste of time”. Ughhhh school is going to kill me this semester I can feel it. But at least I have Matt’s, Katherine’s, and Brooke’s birthdays to look for. I love them, but I rarely tell them that. I just assume they know....
Sorry I can't post. Typing this on my nook. Will...
“My recipe for dealing with anger and frustration: set the kitchen timer for...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotations/frustration/
Hello??????
Ugh today wasn’t better at all. Its bascially just a repeat of yesterday, but I did figure out why I’ve been so bitchy and mean but its sorta personal and I don’t feel like telling the internet. I miss my mom though. I think this is the first time she left since I was 5. I wish I was with her and I’m sorta mad that she left me with my dad. She knows I don’t really...
Katherine :): Life is a fucking bitch that loves... →
loveamorai:
That up there ^^^^ is a quote directly from my diary which I no longer write in due to the face I lose the key a lot and my life is boring besides I have this thingy! Whoot. Um some of you maybe wondering why I wrote that quote..uhhh I honestly don’t know haha I just think it fits. I realized…
I LOVE U 2!
“If you can find a path with no obstacles, it probably doesn’t lead...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotes/for/occasion/missing_you/2.html
Here I am like I promised! I was original just going to come on hear and bitch and moan about how matt didn’t txt me today. Then i realizes just how stupid and clingly I sounded……and now I just saw him on facebook and don’t feel nearly as bad. I still feel stupid and clingly though and sorta not cared about (i know thats not true). I think its just because I see him soo...
“Is love a tender thing? it is too rough,
Too rude, too boisterous, and it...”
– http://www.literary-quotations.com/r/romeo_and_juliet.html
“Like vines We Intertwine (like vines we intertwine) carlesslly growing up and growing old” Love that song! Its how i feel most daysss lol. Anywayz if you ever want to look it up (kaatherine) its We intertwine by the hush sound. Today I wrote a prologue about my life to that song. If you don’t know a prologue is “an opening to a story that establishes the setting and gives...
“Be thankful for hard times in your life. Try not to look at them as bad things,...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotes/with/keyword/hard_times/
Whoaaaa! New front! Pretty strange but I’ll go with it. Life been unbearablely deja vu ish lately. Its like a repeat of 2010 except without an amazing orchestra. Or my friends really. But I shouldn’t complain. Things could be alot worse. Anywayz I’ve still haven’t founded out who’s number 4 and its sorta scary. I ran at 40 degrees this morning my coach’s respond...
“Life is all about timing… the unreachable becomes reachable, the...”
– http://thinkexist.com/quotations/time/
today was my aunt’s birthday! So i decided I’ll dedicate this blogg to her. And how awesome she is. Well she isn’t really an aunt to me more of an older sister because were only 9 yrs apart or maybe 10. Since Becca is only 8 yrs younger than me it isn’t that far of a gap. She turned 25 today I think. Our relationship is more sisterish because my mom doesn’t really...
“The average, healthy, well-adjusted adult gets up at seven-thirty in the morning...”
– http://www.quotegarden.com/morning.html